
Night on Lofoten

don’t blink—you’ll miss
something—
perhaps the night shower
that scattered worms and leaves onto a cloudy morning’s earth
or the white crinoline spread across
back roads when Queen Snow has returned
don’t blink—in this turbo world
you’ll fall asleep
a father—a lover—a son
and wake up a terrorist
stalked by the easiest solution to the meaning of security
I have never discovered truth
(seagulls against moon) crying
in a cloak of dusk (red fallen ellipses
the devil’s work) and willing light
(no/we imagine mysteries as though
they’re cloaks laid across minutes
to disguise them)
but in the shadows an afternoon sun deposits
on the grain work of cities/streets/window views
(the thunder of an accidental storm)
and silhouettes swooning (through drawn blinds)
because (I have never discovered) truth
is the interpretation of dreams (sensitive
to light) and magic—that café where
(in the way history swoons)
we sit by ourselves and the world flows
over us (tsunami, tsunami, running bright)—
incantation to an idea/I see (branded on every action)
the way hope bends light into rainbows
before racing forever away
I’ve gone
looking for the scent of you
in words
and I’ve gone looking
for the reason you
live in words. There’s
nothing to touch except to touch
and a blade of grass tickles my cheek.
Not dead, my body feels misplaced
against this slope where the sun is really
looking for grapes/not
anything beyond a reason to survive seems
too much for the table/too much
for the chairs arranged to catch Marie Platz—
an ego away
from—I know the sound
of a chevy engine breaking downtown open wide looking for
you—looking for the speed of you—
looking for the pedestrian way.
This distance between—and lawns, gardens, bungalows—
cars from the first bondo Studebaker to cruise control Corolla—mind tooled
to a metal press, pieces of iron forced into form—this product
of unfinished pieces, snippets of song and walks to corner stores,
down spur lines, this person of Saturday night hockey and haze—
this meat and potatoes political philosopher camping, at the cottage—
this worker, whose soul has been outsourced to Mexico and Taiwan—
it’s Thursday night at the mall and he finishes his Big Mac.
Rust spreads across his face, makes his joints grind as he walks
to the garbage bins with dinner’s waste, tosses them in and continues
down the mall’s south walk—past Sally’s, Tom The Tailor, Bethany’s,
Cinnamon Heaven—this figure fading into the undying twilight
that death by change emits long after the old world has been buried.
Following the Consumption of Various Perceptions
I’ve come to believe/in storyland with the eyesight of expectation/I’ve come to
rage/with dusk mind and dusk eyes/
creator of playing-card empires because this is the way the world’s built/this is story/
people shadows and speculative/
DNA constructed from ill-fitting words/those dreams that have lain in the sun/under
a cold moon/those dreams/those dreams/
and I’m a falling tree in the forest of time/listen.
—To smithereens, ma, to smithereens—
This is the exploding book—
the shredded plot—
alienation from gentle pages
between birth and life’s first trauma.
This is new song—
devo, devo, devolute until
the spine lies crumpled against rock
and elemental metamorphosis.
I stood with a stranger
beside the ruins. He spoke
through a catalogue of family
who lived there before night fire.
The morning after,
embers simmered in the empty shell of foundation.
He recalled the charred
litter of books, family papers—
and incessant north
This is a play for bodies—
this is a script for how they come
marching home in disarray.
This is a play for two moments
which stand beside each other,
bound to each other as though
they’re lovers in a deserted place
where waves tick-tock restless shore—
this is for the moment they realize
they’ve never touched, nor ever will again.
We drove our bikes west
out of
beyond the gravel pit.
It was August morning—
still damp from overnight rain—
under a bearable sun. In St Agatha,
we turned, down gravel road,
pedalled breathless until Jeremy asked
a farmer for directions. To the next crossroad,
veer right, about a mile
to rising moraine—there, down
a lane dead-ending in a field planted clover.
It was very quiet, to the point
I imagined the silence sang
in a deep voice. We joined the group
by the single-engine plane wreck
and listened to them decide
how it had all really happened—
and why. Before leaving, we tore a piece
of skin from the wing—
our adventure, our souvenir.
This is from
the country of adjectives—
that effort to describe
something indescribable.
This is for words detailing
displacement and instant rearrangement—
the way the afternoon sun,
stretching across silver bridge—
dripping into flat river—
the way the sun constantly pushes
shadows into drifts against the seagulls
and the cormorants—
how between one look
and the next, the air has dropped
a feather and a feeling
as unceremoniously as any tear.
In the smithereens some mornings are,
I walk the border—that line in the sand
that time has drawn.
This is a place of fog and echoes—
fog and echoes and questions
become stepping-stones
through what has happened.
Last week, I googled the site—
I typed in his name. There were
no hits, yet I remember his last
communication—a letter from
The summer of love had just
ended and he was
joining the army after spending
August and September priming
tobacco outside of Drumbo.
He’d worn his Canadian souvenir
to the roller rink
(a fashion torn from the flower-child dream)
and there was a fight.
Inclusion excludes.
I don’t understand how
you can sit there with your crystal ball,
cocksure that tomorrow
at eight in the morning,
at the corner of King and Victoria,
a truck driver will lose
control and his truck will jump
the curb and I—having gone
downtown to take architectural
photos of the old Kaufman plant
in undress between rubber factory
and downtown lofts—and I’ll be
run over and pronounced dead—on the spot.
I don’t understand how
you can predict one fine
in my song, when I’ve spent
a lifetime unable to predict
one stop, one pause, when between
one note and the next,
I’m in a different key,
singing different lyrics
and the dance partner whose steps
I thought I knew
has been replaced by someone
standing in the sunlight
drifting impatiently over
the tick-tock smithereens
of my memories.
At the campfire, he played guitar and sang
until the last beer was drowned.
Against night’s blinds, cigarettes were fireflies
dancing languid cymbal-brush waves.
Wind-scattered cormorants slept as far as Hope Bay;
an owl cut the Milky Way in half.
‘Once upon a time,’ he thought—‘once upon a time in the spider’s
web of politics and guns; high tide, rogue moon—
once upon a time on dusty streets, in raucous café’s
where 60’s hobos waited for the last milk wagon
out of time, searched for Eden in wood-lots,
spaceships and permafrost—once upon a time.’
He walked the path to his car, placed the guitar in the trunk
and wrapped himself in the night’s sentences.
Paragraphs pooled against parking-lot lights. ‘The world is
an airport, each plane departing events.
I need a chair on which to sit, a book to read,
but every book is copyrighted by me.
Planes leave erratically,
ignore every schedule.’
The Infrastructure of a Cog
Elemental is the distance between building
A & B this year. Information packets flow—
hard copy business realities.
This is maintained by ‘Timmy’s’ coffee—
suspenders and cigarettes—an atmosphere of 50’s diner.
We could call it resource conservation,
or recycling. That the environmental by-product
is downward mobility coming to rest
at the feet of poverty—that’s immaterial—
information packets flow.
That Small Book Store Beside the Fish Market
This blink—page there, page gone—
and ideas falling off the earth’s mind—
this newspeak of old events—
don’t tell me society doesn’t need
the ridiculous point of view—don’t
tell me there shouldn’t be countries that
fly under the flag of misinterpreting
the shapes in clouds. An unbalanced ship
has never been able to navigate
from New York to Oslo, yet we are asked
to accept one playing-card construction
of words as enough.
Just don’t throw contradicting ideas around.
There isn’t one way to bear witness
to the world, or one place to feel its spine
coiled squamata-like
through the lustrous energy of light.
Disassembling alchemist,
I pour between
the beakers of one moment
and the next.
The horizon is a fallow field
accepting the seed of moon,
the trees are shrouds draped over
a paralyzed asphalt river.
The train is the blues
travelling through back yards
where scabs are exposed.
The train is what we hear
at midnight unable to sleep.
The train is a penny placed
on rusty rails behind
the strip mall and flatened.
The train is that distance between
where we are and where we remember being.